Peacing out and then violencing back in

What is the biggest challenge you will face in the next six months?

I think I might try to move. My job will let me live anywhere in Canada. I miss the ocean terribly but I sure can’t afford to move back to the west one so I might give the east a try.

The thing is, I want to move on my own. The only time I’ve ever lived on my own was for 6 months in 1999. I don’t even know if I know how. But I can’t keep doing what I’ve been doing. Living the way I am is, let’s say, markedly detrimental to my emotional health.

Is it wise to solo move almost 6000 km from all my family when I’m not physically capable of independent living? Ummm, no.

Do I want to do it anyways? Hell yes.

Will I? Probably not. I’m a chickenshit so I’ll likely stay comfortable and miserable instead.

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